Let’s start at the beginning…

“…A very good place to start,” right?
Well, damn, how far back are we going? Are we going to the time when I used to dress up and pretend I was able to fly? That I was a child spy? That I was a witch princess on the run from an evil presence?
I think it’s safe to say that my imaginings got a little more detailed as I got older, but it’s safe to say that my imagination is still getting a work out.
Yesterday, I spent two hours on the phone with a very kind and informative connoisseur of what Meg Ryan in ‘You’ve Got Mail’ refers to as “the Book Business”. At the end of the two hours, my head was ready to explode yet I had never been more motivated, nor more sure of what the next step forward would look like.
Last year, I finished my first novel. Yay! Exciting!

‘But now what?’ — the million dollar question.

Enter vibrant and knowledgeable academic with a lot of knowledge to impart. Phew!

If you find yourself in a similar position, I feel the only thing you and I can do is simply to try and find that first foothold to propel ourselves upward into some sort of forward momentum, or, if you are so fortunate, speak to someone who might know something. Reach out. Ask questions.
A kind reminder to myself and those who may need it: ‘doing’ is sometimes doing the research, even though it doesn’t feel productive. Sometimes the formula we need is to do so that we can know and then do it well.

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Currently reading:
Kingdom of Ash - Sarah J Maas

Currently listening to:
Keep Moving - Jungle